I kill the rhyme again I'm coming sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within
It’s chemical imbalance on the triple beam
Fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen
I seen it happen back hand brand to face smacking'
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer
The rugged style steals your brain
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
It's not receding my body going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keeps getting thrown away
I want to be thrown away
Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit
The life he was leading led him down the wrong path
Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the God's wrath
Don't want to talk to the counsellor, doctor
To tell 'em what's real, tell 'em what's proper
The situation's unclear like grey
And it only gets worse everyday
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
It's not receding my body going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keeps getting thrown away
I want to be thrown away
I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself
I'm losing it, I've lost it
I've split all my marbles
'Cause i see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
'Cause i see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
Thrown away
Voices in my head
Don’t tell me to do it cause I will - no
They’re screaming
In silence we're forced to watch as it now takes its fill
With teeth stained all in black from the putrid venom it spills
In silence we endure forced to suffer its ways
And on and on it takes unable to feel the shame
It manipulates and twists us until it can fit inside
Where it imitates our lives watched by its cold dead black eyes
An existence in the dark demanding we meet its needs
Cause it cannot exist without the life on which it feeds
Like a parasite it will feed and feed until it has been left with nothing
Like a parasite it will feed and feed until its host has started rotting
Oh and piece by piece it will just consume until it has been left with nothing
Spread across the open we lay
Wrapped in a unison of decay
We act like time is our enemy
And not a gift that we've let empty
Is a good death all we can ask for?
Where we are just memories of all that came before
There's a dread that grows in us each day
A fear that slowly takes our breath away
And what's held onto now will drag us till death
While what is lost will speak our last breath
Is a good death all we can ask for?
Where we are just memories of all that came before
Holding on - we'll run forever to know what we were all torn from
Falling now - but there is nothing of all we've lost to find
Holding on - we'll run forever to know what we were all torn from
Falling now - but none of our pain can reverse the hands of time
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